tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76580872306085586082024-03-14T04:46:11.644+08:00When The Heart Speaks Louder Than WordsAku sudah terbit Buku;
bila mau beli satu?L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.comBlogger218125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-83992553129512492222022-07-02T14:20:00.001+08:002022-08-21T14:24:57.807+08:00I'm not the one<div style="text-align: left;"> I'm not the one you're</div><div style="text-align: left;">looking for;</div><div style="text-align: left;">the ones you've seen</div><div style="text-align: left;">were just my past</div><div style="text-align: left;">and I've been different</div><div style="text-align: left;">since my last salvation</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I'm not the one</div><div style="text-align: left;">that you called fate</div><div style="text-align: left;">cause I don't date</div><div style="text-align: left;">just to get laid</div><div style="text-align: left;">I don't drink on Saturdays for fun-</div><div style="text-align: left;">I read and studied</div><div style="text-align: left;">every Wednesday and Saturdays</div><div style="text-align: left;">spend time with loved ones</div><div style="text-align: left;">and Bible Reading</div><div style="text-align: left;">till it's early morn</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">No, I'm not perfect</div><div style="text-align: left;">Far from being good indeed</div><div style="text-align: left;">but I'm learning</div><div style="text-align: left;">and still searching</div><div style="text-align: left;">and it is what gave</div><div style="text-align: left;">me peace and longing</div><div style="text-align: left;">if you're willing to change</div><div style="text-align: left;">please don't do it for me</div><div style="text-align: left;">for the only reason is</div><div style="text-align: left;">you do it for Him</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">and if you say it is boring;</div><div style="text-align: left;">this life I'm living-</div><div style="text-align: left;">then I'm not the one</div><div style="text-align: left;">you should be dating</div>L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-6314011181678372612022-06-25T14:16:00.001+08:002022-08-21T14:19:43.958+08:00I hope the Rain reminds you of me<div style="text-align: left;">" I hope the rain reminds you of me"</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">talking to myself</div><div style="text-align: left;">as I watched the dripping rain</div><div style="text-align: left;">outside my window</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">"It's been raining lately; you're probably got sick of me -naturally"</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">talking to myself after a week of non-stop raining</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div>L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-75631318578459550512022-05-30T14:15:00.001+08:002022-08-21T14:16:38.398+08:00In Between Reading<p> Sometimes,</p><p>in between reading</p><p>a phrase would pop-up</p><p>like-</p><p>hold my hand like it's winter</p><p>and put it in your pocket</p><p><br /></p>L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-80340094350959266692022-05-08T14:11:00.001+08:002022-08-21T14:14:59.997+08:00I do sometimes witness Love<div style="text-align: left;"> When a man loves a woman</div><div style="text-align: left;">He provides and protects</div><div style="text-align: left;">fulfil and projects</div><div style="text-align: left;">a dream of a woman</div><div style="text-align: left;">as a team, not debate</div><div style="text-align: left;">whether to build a castle</div><div style="text-align: left;">or a mating lair</div><div style="text-align: left;">whether to give more</div><div style="text-align: left;">as take it away;</div><div style="text-align: left;">to place a sanctuary</div><div style="text-align: left;">and call it home</div><div style="text-align: left;">and make a family</div><div style="text-align: left;">to call their own</div>L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-23643706877992040382021-11-30T14:07:00.005+08:002022-08-21T14:11:38.475+08:00Type<div style="text-align: left;"> I'm not the type<br />to run away<br />but in this case,<br />I'll keep you astray<br />and stay away</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />I'm not the type<br />to bash around<br />but in this case<br />I'll stick my ground<br />from exploiting things<br />right to your face</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />I'm not the type<br />to mind people's business<br />but in this case<br />I'll commute<br />and mend your disease<br />I'll lend my hand<br />and with this love;<br />I'll contribute<br />a prayer for your tribute -<br />that you'll find<br />the right route</div>L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-37400170825295541072020-10-14T20:24:00.003+08:002020-10-14T20:24:58.817+08:00In the process<div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Writing to you <br /></span><span style="font-family: inherit;">was never easy<br /></span><span style="font-family: inherit;">talking was even harder</span><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">than breathing</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">it felt like I'm choking</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">while I'm drinking</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">because this burden I'm weighting</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">and these sins I've collecting</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">but you always answer with a smile</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">whenever I hide and grieve</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">embarrassed with my own deceive</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">with your hands reaching out</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">You come and restore this drought</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">plucking every weed</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">growing in my throat</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">washing my feet as I stumble in mud</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">clothing me with faith</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">and hope of abstaining</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">how can I not go with You?</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">when You promised me</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">better than the world</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">better than the Universe</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">better than my own</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">it wasn't that hard talking to You</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">saying 'thank you' was as</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">good as praying goes</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">it wasn't hard talking to You</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">when all I can do</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">is mend and appose</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-19980533400590849472020-05-27T22:25:00.001+08:002020-05-27T22:26:00.560+08:00Old GoldI get that now<div>that my body and soul</div><div>doesn't click at all</div><div>the body wants to party</div><div>the soul wants to stay whole</div><div>I get that now</div><div>that my soul was an old gold</div><div>she rather reads</div><div>than hit the streets</div><div>she rather writes</div><div>than scream all night</div><div>the body may be young</div><div>but the soul was long hung</div><div>how do I know?</div><div>because I always cry</div><div>on the wrong side of a track</div><div>every time I hit the Jack and Teq</div><div>I get that now</div><div>that my body and soul</div><div>doesn't click at all</div>L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-31384313528785296602020-05-27T22:21:00.001+08:002020-05-27T22:21:52.558+08:00Cursed<br />Once, <br />A friend told me this <br />“Your love is forever cursed” <br />You either encounter <br />A blunder <br />Or end up <br />In messed up wonder <br />I don’t know whether <br />To agree or to curse <br />Whether to dwell <br />Or feeling swell<br />L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-6646394763043830072020-05-27T22:06:00.001+08:002020-10-14T20:27:16.041+08:00Sacrifice<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">I cut my
hair when I’m sad<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">An issue
with a boyfriend<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">A friend, a problem, a feeling<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">Anything in
between<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">Demands a
lock of hair<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">For ritual
killing<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">An offering
for the cost <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">Of
rejuvenating<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">And rise
from <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">The deadly
beating<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">After a
while<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">It grew back
and longer<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">But it
won’t last with this anger<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">Again, it
will be offered<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">To the
deity of insanity<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">In exchange
for serenity<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">It’s a
mortal crown<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">That
deserves an eternal frown<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">Long live
the Queen they said<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">But why do
we still stare<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">To the
block of a statue<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">And
sacrifice our virtue?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">Every time
I cut it<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">I knew I had it<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">This
overwhelming feeling<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">Of a broken
healing<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">A timeline
I demand<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">To discover
the recover<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">Of how will
my heart begins<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">To wonder
at love all over<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">But then
again<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">We would
never comprehend<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">Why
sacrifice is legit<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">For a
broken woman to commit<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">In
searching for herself<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">Reunite
with oneself<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">A riddle we
all ponder<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">Forever
wander this mysterious monster<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">Demands a
hair<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">For an
exchange<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 107%;">To remain center</span></div>
L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-61007199074365024082020-05-03T19:24:00.002+08:002020-05-03T19:24:52.664+08:00New NormsWhen distance<br />
becomes closeness<br />
When hands depart<br />
becomes intimate<br />
When Texting<br />
becomes courting<br />
When hugs and kisses<br />
Wrapped up in Xs and Os<br />
These new norms<br />
we're evolving<br />
will it destroy us<br />
or render our love forever?<br />
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Quarantine Day-44L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-57439309906072237722019-12-17T09:09:00.001+08:002019-12-18T09:37:33.538+08:00Drained<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span>
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There are times when you're draining from people's judgment.<br />
It happens a lot these days when everything you heard is not entirely the truth and everything you speculate aren't relatable.<br />
Over the past decade, I come to realize that I have wasted my time and energy for no apparent reason. It exhausts me to a point where depression and anxiety excitedly lurking and creeping and waiting for me to fall into a deep sleep and then attack.<br />
It benefits me nothing but shameless accusations and bad views with nonsense speculation. People would still judge you, even when you're just being a good listener. They would still accuse you; even when you didn't say a thing. People would still say that you're being brainwashed or you've picked the wrong sides, even when you're just minding your own business. People would still talk, regardless and just when it hit me; that's when I decided to stop explaining myself. I just let them do whatever makes them superior and satisfied like a sadist craving for pain. I know my stand because I only go where it makes me grow. I won't let any degrading statement takes control of me. I refused to digest on their nonsense saga and I won't budge from where I know my worth. I direct on my drama. I decide my own life. I control my own.</div>
<br />L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-44153281566698279412019-11-14T15:58:00.002+08:002019-12-17T09:09:46.783+08:00cleopatraevery soul<br />
I've met<br />
along the journey;<br />
there's a lost Cleopatra<br />
that once ruled their heartL.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-85131266530491580722019-11-14T15:46:00.000+08:002019-11-14T15:46:20.376+08:00The one who's barely there<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">The one who's barely there</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">Had the guts to have a say</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">That the role That he played</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">Had contributed he said</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">Had not he realized</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">Those words he lay</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">NoNe whats so ever</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">A ”sorry” had said</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">For neglecting his own offspring</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">For the sake of his pride and</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">His job was more important</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">Then spending time with them</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">The one who's barely there</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">Had the guts to say ”I’m there”</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">Didn’t realize the damage he caused</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">Since the day a womb have mould</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">All promises he said were bulls</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">He only hopes that</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">She would overlook</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">But she never forgets</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">The pain she had since 2015</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">He hasn’t realized</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">The sacrifice he presents</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">Was the reason</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">He wasn’t forgiven</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">And Still,</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">He had the guts to have a say</span><br style="background-color: white; box-sizing: border-box; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-size: 16px;">This person who’s barely there</span></span>L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-67694450992606508222019-08-10T09:07:00.000+08:002019-10-21T09:08:34.994+08:00Sometimes, Love is just not enoughI hope that one day<br />
you have the courage<br />
to find happiness<br />
for yourself<br />
and not hiding<br />
from it ;<br />
it doesn't matter<br />
if it's not with me;<br />
as long as you're happy<br />
it'll be enough<br />
happiness<br />
for me<br />
<br />
<br />L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-2213603153596491932019-08-08T10:28:00.000+08:002019-10-14T10:28:44.840+08:00UNDO<br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Can you un-do?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">These shattered glasses<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">The pieces of impossible fractions<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Glued together<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">As you push the button<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">‘rewind’<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Convince the larva<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Is melted<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">Can you un-sing?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">This excruciating melody <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Stings in the heart<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Leaving no mercy<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Like slitting my wrist<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Letting me die<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Wither and fail<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Can you un-kiss?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">This haunting taste<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Lingering at night<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Followed with your sight<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">This burning tear<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Dismantling my fear<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Of wanting you near<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Such impossible sphere<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-64870932694863829342019-07-26T09:15:00.000+08:002019-10-14T10:14:05.189+08:00Intruder <span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I am an intruder<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I didn’t know<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">The room was occupied<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You should have <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Put on a ‘don’t disturb’ sign<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Not a ‘clean me up’ hint<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I’m sorry for hogging<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I didn’t know<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">It was meant for sharing<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">But I didn’t want to share;<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">It’s either mine or nothing at all<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I didn’t want to dwell with the affair<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I am an intruder<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">No matter what you say<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I know I’m not<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Playing fair<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Wishing for a perfect play<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: "Courier New";"><span style="font-family: inherit;">It was all delusional snares</span><span style="font-family: courier new;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<br />L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-45365326606863614132019-07-10T10:27:00.000+08:002019-10-14T10:27:55.236+08:00My Story<br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">This is my story<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">A melodrama-corny<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">A tragic incident<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">A burnt heart- not quite<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Forever a quitter<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Couldn’t stand a man<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Rebounded as a lover<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Who hands too slippery<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">To hold and stay close<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Sweet-talking; he’s smouldering<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">With bitter lips that sink<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Deeper than conversing<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Pretends to be delighted<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Act like you’re not lonely<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">The fact you’re always crying<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">The moment he’s gone and<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You hold his clothes so tight<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">As you cuddle it every night<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You wish you’re with him<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">When the truth he’s blending<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">With someone rather important<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Leaving your heart dormant<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Such a pathetic dying serpent<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">This is my story<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">A melodrama–corny<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-3955147251213302732019-07-10T10:26:00.000+08:002019-10-14T10:27:11.206+08:00Home II<br />
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You’re like<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Home<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Safe and peaceful<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">It sounds so<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Lunacy<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">But with you<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">It’s worth <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Of this scathe<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Scrapped all <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">This act<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Of not letting<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You detect<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">How the longing<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">I’ve been fake<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Hoping you’d stay<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Not making me sway<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Of push and pull<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">But deliver it in full<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Tell me this is right<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Make me believe<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">This<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">This is right<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Cause’ <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You’re like home<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">To me<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You are home <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-39809884247301192332019-07-04T20:50:00.000+08:002019-07-04T20:50:10.222+08:00TouchThe moment our skin touch<br />
I might want<br />
more from you<br />
I would ask<br />
for a time from you<br />
Your space<br />
Your attention<br />
my entitlement<br />
your commitment<br />
your everything -<br />
<br />
are you ready<br />
to risk that touch<br />
for the things<br />
you won't be able<br />
to construct?L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-61673541080172952522019-07-04T20:47:00.001+08:002019-07-04T20:47:30.292+08:00YouYou're angry<br />
You could have<br />
left and ignore me<br />
but you're just angry<br />
that you once said<br />
I Love You<br />
but got spurned<br />
with 'stupid you'<br />
and never<br />
had you ever<br />
heard a reply<br />
that I ever<br />
said I did<br />
which I had<br />
Had said that<br />
the one with a<br />
'love you too'<br />
only then<br />
I was content<br />
with a lie<br />
that I died<br />
out of love<br />
love of us<br />
being a part<br />
and told you not<br />
to love me<br />
you would be angry<br />
and then you'll leave me<br />
this will be on repeat<br />
always bleed<br />
kept me weak<br />
that's why<br />
you'll never hear me<br />
saying goodbye<br />
with a cry<br />
because I lied<br />
about 'stupid you'<br />
deep beneath<br />
you knew the truth<br />
how I did<br />
once I said<br />
That I do<br />
Loved you tooL.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-4330594944061904532019-07-04T20:41:00.000+08:002019-07-04T20:41:08.647+08:00Write a Poemwrite a poem<br />
a poem about<br />
how I told you<br />
I love you<br />
and you couldn't reply<br />
I told you I loved;<br />
you knew I could never lie<br />
<br />
and for that<br />
I couldn't<br />
stop smiling<br />
as days go byL.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-10462726798183186952019-06-23T21:27:00.001+08:002019-06-23T21:28:15.805+08:00StonesWhen everyone<br />
throwing stones<br />
at you-<br />
I'll pick it up<br />
and pack for you<br />
it's the least<br />
I could do<br />
As polite<br />
As I used toL.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-78113788461978983252019-06-18T20:51:00.000+08:002019-07-04T20:51:41.681+08:00HomeI had to slap<div>
myself a few times</div>
<div>
I kept going back</div>
<div>
to that moment</div>
<div>
when he kissed me</div>
<div>
so tender</div>
<div>
I almost died -</div>
<div>
The feeling</div>
<div>
is so natural</div>
<div>
it felt literally</div>
<div>
like home </div>
L.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-63021929527324748342019-06-14T21:29:00.000+08:002019-06-23T21:31:43.939+08:00DecisionI don't need<br />
a reminder<br />
of the things<br />
that's used to be sweeter<br />
loving me was an option<br />
Choosing me wasn't a distortion<br />
Lying to me was your excision<br />
stop telling me<br />
how nice it had been<br />
it was indeed<br />
but now it is misdeed<br />
you showed me your revision;<br />
but I've made my own<br />
Moving one-<br />
It's my choice and decisionL.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7658087230608558608.post-34086620889424779882019-06-13T21:26:00.000+08:002019-06-23T21:26:53.496+08:00MusicThe Music<br />
mimics<br />
the loud voice<br />
inside my head<br />
I couldn't let it out<br />
But I can feed it<br />
with the euphony<br />
of my painL.Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13847252393772294028noreply@blogger.com0