When The Heart Speaks Louder Than Words

When The Heart Speaks Louder Than Words
Where Books and Coffee; makes everything less worry

Sunday, June 24, 2018

Letter to Little One

To my dearest child,

In one weeks time, you'll be out greeting the world that will offers so much adventures and experiences and hopefully you'll gain happiness from there as well.
Everyone are expecting you and please bear in mind that you'll easily get annoyed with uncountable hugs and kisses from them. but worry not my child because these people loves you and really happy to finally meet you. These are my beautiful friends and family and soon will be yours too.

My child,
I wasn't expecting to meet you sooner than as planned. I have to be honest, Mommy had plans and none of it was concerning you. I was afraid that with you in the picture, I won't be able to tick all the goals; even before marrying your father. But that was selfish and foolish of me. Who would have thought that having you was the Key to Everything. You have been my main priority since and because of you, everything just fall into place; career, studies, financial and of course -  Happiness. 

It wasn't easy carrying you around for 9 months (10 months actually: you were overdue) . There were moments when i couldn't eat for 3 months. Every food that was once mommy's favorite had betrayed me and refused to stay in my tummy. Some couldn't barely get through mommy's throat.

At times, mommy get so angry with your father for making me weak and sometimes i felt as though he didn't care enough to understand my inconveniences.

It's not because he really didn't care, he's just plain clueless of what he should do. I know he's trying his hardest, believe me sweetie i know. Both of us are still learning and hopefully out of this, we'll be a great parent for you soon.

Our prayers are;

For you to be a good and wise person, smart enough to know what's good and bad, we want you to be able to experience life as it is but never forget your beliefs. We won't be able to give you a luxurious life but we'll give you enough of everything and enough for you to be grateful foe the things that we have rather hoping for things that we don't. You will learn that wealth is not everything.

Forgive us sweetie if mommy and daddy are lacking in parenting and bad in giving out good examples. Please do understand that we're still learning and oath to be a good parent for you. But always remember that our love for you are beyond any existence in this universe. Nothing is more precious that having you in our life. You have upgrade both mommy and daddy to the next level of life and it matured us both. You have lead us to parental life; which is way more kickass than anything in the world and for that we're thankful and blessed.

Thank you sweet heart; we love you very much.

See you soon,
Love Mommy and Daddy

06-09-2016
Minodung, Tambunan

**Keira was born on the 24th Sept 2016**

Friday, June 22, 2018

Bad

There's moment
that still bump me
at heart
these moment
once linger and stay
not the times
you used to care
but the things
that kept me aware
that you stung like that
always as bad


25-5-2018

Yes.You

You
Yes. You
The one whom
Heart is heavy
And eye's teary
stay strong
there's people
who still need
you
Yes. You


19-5-2018

Bosan

Aku sudah bosan
bosan dengan kata
Aku juga bisa
kata pada kamu
itu cinta -
Tapi cinta itu mana?
Kalau cuman kata saja?

19-5-2018

You II

Even in the
midst of it all
you're still the one
that i would fall

when the nights
getting darker
by the hour
the vision of you
will come right after


14-5-2018

Voice

Our voices
is our choice
so use it wisely
with all our force
point your finger
the right direction
and by that
the power of
Election

9-5-2018

**Historical day for Malaysia when New Malaysia had been born**

Beat with kindness

I can't beat
them with words
I won't beat
them with fist
I'll only do my best
My best by
doing this

Success with
my studies
Arrogant
of kindness
I shall ignore
all the  mess
and prove you
with my
Happiness

6-5-2018

Hold on

There will come a time
When 'give up' is on the line
Knocking at your door
no where to turn to
thinking is the only
option left for you

Stop for a while
try to look back
back when you're
downer than that
today you're stronger
better than ever
to recall those yesteryears
pain will fade over days

so have faith
hold on for another day

21-4-2018

Another Coffee

Whenever i'm
snob and
Being grumpy

The answer
is always
Coffee

15-4-2018

Wednesday, June 20, 2018

Judgement

There's no judgement
in any poetry
you poured your heart out
despite the boundaries
you noted what you felt
In Love even when lonely
there's no judgement
in any poetry

19-6-2018

Tuesday, June 19, 2018

Masterpiece

Have you been with
someone
who is such an annoyance

you should date him
he's such a mayhem

Never lose
never sorry
Never care
Never worry
even Ponder
Never Mind
I'm such
a blind

14-6-2018

Nice

It's nice to be nice
sometimes
you tell them
"Have a great day"
and see twinkle in their eyes
even their voices
reach the mountain
rejoiced as if
their burden have flatten
it's nice to be nice
sometimes
you'll be surprise
what kindness bring in time

7-6-2018

Power mode - ON

There's no bad thing
about crying it over
cause Power Mode
ON will come
right after

so cry if you must
let it flow till it rusted
but once you're done
it's time - be gone
time to get up
rise with all your might

7-5-2018