I'm not the one

 I'm not the one you're

looking for;

the ones you've seen

were just my past

and I've been different

since my last salvation

I'm not the one

that you called fate

cause I don't date

just to get laid

I don't drink on Saturdays for fun-

I read and studied

every Wednesday and Saturdays

spend time with loved ones

and Bible Reading

till it's early morn

No, I'm not perfect

Far from being good indeed

but I'm learning

and still searching

and it is what gave

me peace and longing

if you're willing to change

please don't do it for me

for the only reason is

you do it for Him

and if you say it is boring;

this life I'm living-

then I'm not the one

you should be dating

I hope the Rain reminds you of me

" I hope the rain reminds you of me"

talking to myself

as I watched the dripping rain

outside my window

"It's been raining lately; you're probably got sick of me -naturally"

talking to myself after a week of non-stop raining

In Between Reading

 Sometimes,

in between reading

a phrase would pop-up

like-

hold my hand like it's winter

and put it in your pocket

I do sometimes witness Love

 When a man loves a woman

He provides and protects

fulfil and projects

a dream of a woman

as a team, not debate

whether to build a castle

or a mating lair

whether to give more

as take it  away;

to place a sanctuary

and call it home

and make a family

to call their own