Questions

so many questions
I'm meaning to ask you
from why me?
why then?
why this? and
why now?
this heavy lifting
I felt inside me
keeps dragging
Me down
deeper underground

it caused me
my time
my mind
my soul
my heart as well
when you
made me fall
This heart, it fell
And when it breaks
lips flatten
eyes glisten
over and over
my heart breaks apart
but to you, it shines
like a fine art

and when you're gone
it questioned my song
these lyrics I've written
were no longer sweeten
rather bitten
with awful sour
painful agony
twined with memories
that once was ours

Therefore questions
I'm meaning to ask you
were the same reason
I'm meaning to tell you
that I rather let it be
Than wonder what it'll be
cause the more I know
the harder I'll grow
I hope you'll see
this part of me -
saying farewell
this questions; I'll quell

26-01-2019