When The Heart Speaks Louder Than Words

When The Heart Speaks Louder Than Words
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Tuesday, October 20, 2015

Love hurts

Love hurts

It hurts
In a good way
Even in a bad way
Either way; it hurts

Love hurts
When he left you
Even when she kissed you
Love hurts so bad

Love hurts
When you fall for your best friend
Seeing them with someone else
It hurts

Love hurts
When your family breakdown
When you cant have the baby
When your spouse past away
It hurts so bad

Still you turn to love
Even it kills you
Even it eaten you alive
Even when you have no where to go
You still turn to love

Love hurts
To the point of no return
To the tip of the ledge
Even you'll know you're gonna fall further
You'd still turn to love

Love hurts
Remembering your first love
Reminiscing your own worth
It hurts to move on
But still you turn to love

Monday, October 19, 2015


You knew he was a snake
from the very first glance
yet you kept him
and dreamed for romance
you expect that he'll stay loyal
and changed?

*parasite: a blood sucking vermin that drains strength  from it's host ;Someone who sponges everything out of you; even to your last breath

Friday, October 9, 2015

life is a book

Life is a book.. Your own book

I learn that our lives are written in 1 book..
And that book is yours only
You hold the pen.. You wrote your own life
Whatever happens in your life
You wrote it in your own will
Your happiness, your agony, your anger, your troubles, your worries.. Everything..
You direct your own storyline and the universe manifested and turned it into a movie...

So any sad hurtful moments is not actually a whole of an episode... Its just merely a line or two
It cant be a documentary of your sad.... Devastating story...
There has to be an ending of every unwanted scene....
So learn to read the lines... And ready for new adventure...
Wise men once said...
Its never a failure when its just a lesson on every details of our life...
Stop reread that phase and start write a new exciting episode of your life....
Coz when you read back from episode 1..
You'll want to keep on reading and look forward for a new chapter... Coz you'll understand that its gonna be alright in the end...

Thursday, October 8, 2015


The pain at times seems unbearable
Still she survive; it's no Miracle
Standing straight she still smile
Those wrinkles; outshine her eyes
Saggy hand and hunchy back
Foreign language when she's mad
Yes, mom, I missed you
Wish I could come back

Monday, October 5, 2015

For Your Sake

If you love yourself
you won't hurt yourself
like what people did to you
Love is wise
Wise enough to think
for the sake of your soul
'Cause you're not living
only for today
there's another tomorrow
and the next day
the next day
and the day after that

Letting Go

Letting Go
is not because there's no more Love
Not because you don't have any choices
But because there's still hope
Hope for you... Hope for moving on
Hope for a new breath of life

Letting go
is not the last option you'll consider
Not the only Option you got left
But because Love itself
You Love her/him so much that you want every happiness blossom in their life
Even that happiness doesn't include You
So it's Okay to Let Go
Probably it's about Time

When Love is at-risk

Seek wealth and success in the world
To the point where you're family and loved ones are at risk
For what?
So that you'll end up being alone? 

My version of Sonnet18

As the sun dances; flashes its
Ray of light
I murmur your name with joy
And as the moon reflected the sun
I’ll kiss your name and wished
To see you again

Probably when the sun begins to dances



Penatlah nak explain kat orang masalah dari point 1 hingga point 100
Dengan tambahan sub-sub masalah di pertengahan breaking point
Dengan ragam manusia punya persepsi dan pendapat berbeda
Dengan ketidaktoleransi dan understanding dan empathy
Makanya… merungut itu jarang sekali ditunjuk-tunjuk atau diluah-luah
Cukup dengan bekalan “all is well”..
Biarpun gaji hujung bulan tinggal berapa Cuma
Biarpun belanja lebih dari diterima
Biarpun study makin heavy dan yuran makin mendaki
Garu kepala bila selak poket.. terobek...

Yaa… orang tidak mungkin akan paham
Yaa… orang akan kata “buli bah tu”, “ok lagi problem kau bah kalo banding dengan problem aku”
Eh.. main banding-banding pula dia
Yaa… semua punya masalah
Yaa… manusia Cuma kan?

Never say  “I understand”
Never say “ I feel you bro”
Never say “ sama ba masalah kita ni”
Because no matter what you say… it’s never match to what they feel
Respect would be the key…

Sepa kita mo bilang orang yang takut kucing itu “Whiny”?
Sepa kita mo bilang orang yang takut air itu "Drama"?
Hello kawan, cermin diri
Kita juga punya lowpoint sendiri
Kita juga beran bilamana masalah kita itu dianggap sekecil titik Cuma
Kita juga benci bila phobia dan trauma diperlekeh..diketawa
Yaa… manusia Cuma kan?


“buli bah tu” : you can do it; that is nothing to compare with; that is acceptable 

Friday, October 2, 2015


Aku nak lari
sungguh nak lari
Jauh dari sini
orang tak tahu
cerita benar mereka tak tahu
tahu mencela semua
gossip-gossip kebolehan utama

Aku nak sembunyi
biar tak jumpa sampai mati
hadir aku, jalan tetap jalan
hilang aku, jalan tetap didepan
self-interest terbukti
tiada empathy
tersemat cuma kepentingan sendiri

Aku nak move on
move on dari semua jenis kawan
kawan yang palsu, kawan yang lawan
cukup sedih secangkir kau tawan
susah dan daif kau tak pandang
semua salah terang benderang
susah dan daif kau tak faham

Thursday, October 1, 2015

He didn't know it

He; who flutters the heart
showed me what 'Love' is
and he didn't know it

'Kau jak yang tau tu' he said..
yes.. he's right
i'm the only one who knows
though he seems less care
i know he himself wondered
'How the hell i showed her that i cared?'

he; who flutters the heart
showed me what 'Love' is

His smiles
most sincere smile
his sleepy eyes
those innocent eyes he had
his heart
most handsome heart I've seen
maybe that's when i start fall for him

he might not know this
but he's the reason i woke up from deep sleep
he's the reason i stayed strong and wondered along
he's the reason no weakness could prevail me
and no mountains could waive me down

He's the reason i'm all dolled-up and girly
The reason i learn new instruments
he's the reason i don't wanna be sad no more
and the reason 'Love' is believable again

He might not know this but
he's the one who flutters the heart
and showed me what 'Love' is

**Though we're not together in the end;
Tanx for the memories and Lesson dear..

Footnote: "kau jak yang tau tu" : you're the only one who knows that


aku tidak perlu simpati
semua yang kau duga juga belum pasti
belum pasti semua ada arti
belum pasti 'ikhlas' itu simpati
jadi simpan dan jaga diri

tepi kain orang
tepis tepi-tepi
jangan dibiasakan busybody
bukan nak tolong pun, lagi lari
jadi simpan dan MYOB sendiri

kau tak tahu
cerita sebenar kau tak tahu
tak tahu jadi senyap-senyap jalan dulu
senyap-senyap ubah haluan
pandang depan kat jalan kawan
jangan sebok lirik simpang

aku tidak perlu simpati


It rained today
i thought the blanket from the haze
covered the sky from dripping off
but it rained today

It rained today
I guess he saw me too
and tried to imitate me
So it's raining today

No, I'm not mad
Nor i'm Sad
I'm just too tired
tired of patience

that's why it rains today

Heroic workouts

As the food of morning glory indulge
the leftovers of stress
burn to ashes
and faded like a smoking fog
it seems the heroic workout
helps to ease a bit of despair
from the bolted mind


khuatir sakit berulang
maju takut,
berhenti pun takut
Jara mengetip bibir
dulu dah kering
takkan nak berdarah lagi?
khuatir sakit berulang