Legit

She was legit

From her scorns

To her frowns

She yells

Whenever she horns

From the tip of her tongue

That slices deep wounds

She nails every attack

With a whip of her smack

Who can you blame?

The cause of her pain

A man once was "man"

Now gone left his name

She was legit

For a broken woman

She’s grown out of it

20.2.2019

14th

What is a valentine to me?

Just another

Ordinary Thursday

That might be heartache

Or maybe plain “okay”

But what different

Does it makes?

When I’m wide awake

In the midst of a shipwreck

Trying to unveil

This wicked braille

From your lips

Of proofread scripts

I want to murder

Every sound

Of your murmur

That squeals out

A Pathetic beggar

Begging for mercy

Oh mercy me

Gosh you’re such a coward

Bury yourself

With all that bragging

That turned soured

What’s the point

Of reassuring me

That this would be

A happy glee

When I am here

Pretending and acting

That the garden is blooming

And the birds

Is humming

When all the flowers

You’ve plucked

Is dead and dry

All the birds

Is bled and cried

Can you repeat the question?

What is Valentine again?

12.2.2019

Questions

so many questions
I'm meaning to ask you
from why me?
why then?
why this? and
why now?
this heavy lifting
I felt inside me
keeps dragging
Me down
deeper underground

it caused me
my time
my mind
my soul
my heart as well
when you
made me fall
This heart, it fell
And when it breaks
lips flatten
eyes glisten
over and over
my heart breaks apart
but to you, it shines
like a fine art

and when you're gone
it questioned my song
these lyrics I've written
were no longer sweeten
rather bitten
with awful sour
painful agony
twined with memories
that once was ours

Therefore questions
I'm meaning to ask you
were the same reason
I'm meaning to tell you
that I rather let it be
Than wonder what it'll be
cause the more I know
the harder I'll grow
I hope you'll see
this part of me -
saying farewell
this questions; I'll quell

26-01-2019
 

One of those girls

I'm one of those girls

Who gave up her life

Did it all out

For someone 

she despised

I'm one of those girls

who shoved all tequila

crying over someone

who didn't love ya

I'm one of those girls

that stalks every account

and mocks all those girls

that comment him "Babe"

I'm one of those girls

who desperate

for attention

of his dying 

affection

controlling

his connection

I'm one of those girls

that punches all walls

when he snaps

at your door

with loud voice

he bawls

I'm one of those girls

whom eyes were blind

thought everything

is fine

when the truth

you were twined

we're all of them girls

that mistake was once made

will remind us that hate

won't ever manipulate

our true beliefs

on faith

To all the boys i Loved before

To all the boys

I loved before

I wished I could say

‘I’m sorry’

Once more

There is

One thing

I want

You to know

That I loved

The way

You loved

And that is all

1-7-2018

Angel in disguise

A dying tree

I was indeed

Grown thinner

And much more

Dryer

Rootless tree

Where sun can’t reach

And here I am

Stuck like a leech

Abandoned

From reality

These aimless

Path I went

Outside pavement –

Standing, barely

Blind weak

And draining

 Almost dying

Still not living

And out of no where

There this light

An angel appear

Reach out – oh dear

Holding my hands

And I thought

This must be an angel

It was I thought

Though not a word

Did she muttered

Her hands were warm

Felt I was belonged

7-6-2015

Malaysia

Democracy

Diversity

And unity

Would make the country

Robust you see

As one of Malaysian

Concerned as everyone

Will fight till bleed

To change the history

Today Malaysia has reborn

As mighty as phoenix

It reign its horn

And new Malaysia

Here we go

From the people

To the people

For the people we vowed

We may run out of modesty

For humble and proud of honesty

But we’ll manage over

This amnesia

Back to back we rise

Here, cheers to Malaysia

9-5-2018

L.T