Rage

i write not because
of passion or leisure
i write not for the love of writing

i write not because it's
beautiful today
nor the birds are singing
harmoniously

i write for rage
i write because i'm angry
all the time
especially today

i write because 
this thoughts 
keeps bursting 
out of my head

i write because
when i say those words
that's in my head
it'll cuts deeper
deep into your heart
and you'll die of agony
of depression
that's why i write