Lie

You've promised you'll
never make me cry
Who would have thought
It was all a lie -

30-3-2018

Mirror

You're probably
be laughing by now
seeing my life
messed up somehow

But i'm glad
that you're okay
Having someone to look at
every single day

30-3-2018

Books and Coffee

This little space

I tend to be

Alone with coffee

And books with me

Where these go

Hand in hand perfectly

And blends evenly

You won't disagree

When in doubt

Turn to me

I’ll make you smile

And bring you coffee

When you're stress out

Just come with me

This book I’ll give you

It’ll make you glee

Cause books and coffee

Makes everything

Less - worry

Cinta II

Jika cinta hanya bila bahagia
suka dan tawa pada wajah,
jadi lara sengsara itu apa?
bila duka mula menyinggah?
adakah itu juga cinta?

Mampukah bertahan bila susah bertandang?
bila cubaan mampir demi cubaan
Mampukah kau sandang?
bila cinta itu membinasakan?

kerap kau kata kau sayang
tapi sayang itu cuma perkataan
sering ku dengar kau sayang
tapi sayang tiada pertunjukan

Mungkin bagimu kata sudah bisa
bisa buktikan cinta itu ada
namun semakin ragu ku rasa
bila kau cinta, tapi di sini kau tiada

14-9-2016

**waiting days of labor**

Bila mulut mula bicara

Bila mulut mula bicara
segala kata ubah sejarah
dari fakta jadi auta
perosak utama, rumahtangga

Bila mulut mula memuncung
menuding 'jari' pada orang
yang 'innocent' jadi penyerang
membatu api; hobi sekarang?

Bila mulut mula mencaci
yang bersih jadi daki
hutang budi tak wujud lagi
hanya tampak segala tahi

Binasa bila mulut bicara
Jaga diri, kain sendiri
jangan suka mengata-gata
kelak karma menyapa nanti

13-9-2016

Glue

Me and you

should stick like glue -

forever true

and stay in hue

12-2-2018

Contract

It happens a lot
to me these days
confused, irritated
in so many ways
your words, your promises
won't match your act
and all i see was
a breach of contract

'I love you', 'i do'
Bulls, bulls and bulls -
another trash, a lot more too
is all i ever hear from you

and if we ever
really end it
promise me that you'll
just shut it
for barely words
came out from you
it only hurts
cut through and through

12-2-2018

read.weep.revive

Some may not
be able to celebrate
For moments of mourning
is not finish yet
But lets be merry
and live prosperously
and hope for love
surround us with glee

15-2-2018

happy CNY to Fam in Johore

Valentine II

What's the point
of Valentine?
When your heart
is just as blind
you don't even know
i'm exist
As i reach you
you pluck my hand
and release

14-2-2018

Strong

Because i'm strong
and independent
I don't need a man
to make it happen

31.1.2018

Wanita

Jangan pernah diratah
hatinya seorang wanita
kerna sekali ia terluka
biar sampai selama mana
kamu bersama dia
perasaanya;
bukan lagi cinta
tapi duka

24.1.2018

Perfect - Part II

It's perfect

When her tiny feet

Perfectly fit

In my palms

It's perfect

When she scents

Perfectly smudge

All over me

It's perfect

When she's beautifully

Perfect

It hurt my gut

It's perfect

When it comes

With Her;

Love is perfect

23.1.2018

Perfect - Part I

How come
you say
That love
was perfect?

When all i see
was hurt
and heartache

23.1.2018

Trust II

When you give
your trust
too much

It caused
your heart
broken -
as much

19.1.2018

Letter to you

It seems forever since our last encounter
silent goodbyes with our teary eyes
it took a lot of our time
to even wonder
too occupied to catch up and blabber

i just hope you're well
with everything of course
that everything goes your ways
and brighten your days

even if we don't see each other
talking or laughing or whatever
i still pray for your happiness
forever and always
remembered me as a friend -
and yours till the end


10.09.2017

Her

You weren't happy here
Even when you're together
You know you never were

But because of her
You would go further
Even time turn back
you'll repeat the same mistake
just for her;
Its what makes you happier


29.10.2017

Corrupted

How can you step into
a place so holy
but corrupted at the same time?

Corrupted mind
Corrupted soul
Corrupted faith

21.10.2017

Together, forever

I know one day we'll get better
With all this bulls that tested our anger
To go through each step and another
Where eventually bring us stronger

I just hope you'd do your part
Putting US family as your first SPOT
Giving us reason we're together
Struggling all over;
together - forever

13.10.2017

Religion

Love is my religion
though sometimes i failed
on its mission
It's still one thing i believe in
In darkest days-
it gave such lifting
and showed much promisin'

i don't need prove
to show to people
by going to any sacred temple
to bend and pray
for Whom it may
i believed I've shown it
In my own way

21.10.2017

Dry

Empty and dry
lonely and high
Rusty and messy
Ends with a cry

Give me something
to end this emptiness
something, just anything
any drugs for this craziness

10.5.2017

Cinta

Emangnya dunia ini
cukup cinta?
Di mana-mana
bisa binasa
kawan sendiri
juga difitnah
emangnya dunia ini
penuh cinta?

5.12.2017

Consort

They can say

Whatever they want

They can speculate

Whenever they can

But none what-so-ever

That is really matter

For words are

Merely words

And even if it’s hurt

It only hurt

If you let it consort

8.12.2017

Runner

I'm a runner 

In this family

When you done one

I’ve finished twenty

But you said 

It’s not that hard

You’ve done badly

When you set goals

But forgot your priority

Yet you still

Called yourself

Head of the family

Who's the captain?

Is it you?

Or me?

12.1.2018

Contemplate

It isn't that hard
to contemplate
when you asked me
to be your date

The vision being around you
is completely a sight
i can't wait to view
From day to night

6.1.2018

Brain Loose

Stress came by

And stayed longer

It cracked every muscle

And bend it over

Too much thought

Starting to smoulder

It didn't get any better -

When it 'peeped' DEAD right after

2.1.2018