ALONE

i rather stayed home
Alone

Then waiting for you
alone...

#kadang-kadang2

sometimes
i kept thinking what did i ever do
to deserve this?

maybe in my past life 
I've hurt too many people..
probably..

or maybe i just give too much
without concerning my happiness first

either way... do i deserve this?

selfnote

stop thinking about tomorrow
stop putting others in your shoes
stop comparing yours with others
stay humble and accept everything as GIFTS
be grateful; and thou shall receive
ABUNDANCE

#remind me to read this over and over every-time
i fall into a pitfall and thinking that nobody care

It's a learning process

It's a learning process;
this life we live in
Despite the hardship and bitterness
it's still a lesson we must merge in

It's still a learning process
this life we live in
its hard.. but still we're learning

don't quit.. 
not just yet..

#kadang-kadang1

Kadang-kadang
this heart suffocate
when i feel you're 
not responsible
kadang-kadang

ENVY

Happiness i see in people
like when they hold their babies
like when they laugh with their loved ones
like when finally somebody got proposed, or engaged, or married

I envy them
i felt happy for them
yet i envy them

#Kadang-kadang

Kadang-kadang 
kita perlu bida 
untuk kembali cantek

footnote:
bida - Hodoh/ugly
cantek - yaa cantik lah