When Love is at-risk

Seek wealth and success in the world
To the point where you're family and loved ones are at risk

For what?

So that you'll end up being alone? 

My version of Sonnet18

As the sun dances; flashes its

Ray of light

I murmur your name with joy

And as the moon reflected the sun

I’ll kiss your name and wished

To see you again

Probably when the sun begins to dances

Again.. 

Tonight

20.09.14

Manusia

Penatlah nak explain kat orang masalah dari point 1 hingga point 100

Dengan tambahan sub-sub masalah di pertengahan breaking point

Dengan ragam manusia punya persepsi dan pendapat berbeda

Dengan ketidaktoleransi dan understanding dan empathy

Makanya… merungut itu jarang sekali ditunjuk-tunjuk atau diluah-luah

Cukup dengan bekalan “all is well”..

Biarpun gaji hujung bulan tinggal berapa Cuma

Biarpun belanja lebih dari diterima

Biarpun study makin heavy dan yuran makin mendaki

Garu kepala bila selak poket.. terobek...

Yaa… orang tidak mungkin akan paham

Yaa… orang akan kata “buli bah tu”, “ok lagi problem kau bah kalo banding dengan problem aku”

Eh.. main banding-banding pula dia

Yaa… semua punya masalah

Yaa… manusia Cuma kan?

Never say  “I understand”

Never say “ I feel you bro”

Never say “ sama ba masalah kita ni”

Because no matter what you say… it’s never match to what they feel

Respect would be the key…

Sepa kita mo bilang orang yang takut kucing itu “Whiny”?

Sepa kita mo bilang orang yang takut air itu "Drama"?

Hello kawan, cermin diri

Kita juga punya lowpoint sendiri

Kita juga beran bilamana masalah kita itu dianggap sekecil titik Cuma

Kita juga benci bila phobia dan trauma diperlekeh..diketawa

Yaa… manusia Cuma kan?

17.09.14

footnote**

“buli bah tu” : you can do it; that is nothing to compare with; that is acceptable 

Hipokrit

Aku nak lari
sungguh nak lari
Jauh dari sini
orang tak tahu
cerita benar mereka tak tahu
tahu mencela semua
gossip-gossip kebolehan utama

Aku nak sembunyi
biar tak jumpa sampai mati
hadir aku, jalan tetap jalan
hilang aku, jalan tetap didepan
self-interest terbukti
tiada empathy
tersemat cuma kepentingan sendiri

Aku nak move on
move on dari semua jenis kawan
kawan yang palsu, kawan yang lawan
cukup sedih secangkir kau tawan
susah dan daif kau tak pandang
semua salah terang benderang
susah dan daif kau tak faham

He didn't know it

He; who flutters the heart
showed me what 'Love' is
and he didn't know it

'Kau jak yang tau tu' he said..
yes.. he's right
i'm the only one who knows
though he seems less care
i know he himself wondered
'How the hell i showed her that i cared?'

he; who flutters the heart
showed me what 'Love' is

His smiles
most sincere smile
his sleepy eyes
those innocent eyes he had
his heart
most handsome heart I've seen
maybe that's when i start fall for him

he might not know this
but he's the reason i woke up from deep sleep
he's the reason i stayed strong and wondered along
he's the reason no weakness could prevail me
and no mountains could waive me down

He's the reason i'm all dolled-up and girly
The reason i learn new instruments
he's the reason i don't wanna be sad no more
and the reason 'Love' is believable again

He might not know this but
he's the one who flutters the heart
and showed me what 'Love' is


**Though we're not together in the end;
Tanx for the memories and Lesson dear..
**06.10.2014

Footnote: "kau jak yang tau tu" : you're the only one who knows that

Simpati

No
aku tidak perlu simpati
semua yang kau duga juga belum pasti
belum pasti semua ada arti
belum pasti 'ikhlas' itu simpati
jadi simpan dan jaga diri

tepi kain orang
tepis tepi-tepi
jangan dibiasakan busybody
bukan nak tolong pun, lagi lari
jadi simpan dan MYOB sendiri

No
kau tak tahu
cerita sebenar kau tak tahu
tak tahu jadi senyap-senyap jalan dulu
senyap-senyap ubah haluan
pandang depan kat jalan kawan
jangan sebok lirik simpang

So NO
aku tidak perlu simpati

Rain

It rained today
i thought the blanket from the haze
covered the sky from dripping off
but it rained today

It rained today
I guess he saw me too
and tried to imitate me
So it's raining today

No, I'm not mad
Nor i'm Sad
I'm just too tired
tired of patience

that's why it rains today