Left

I left my patience
at home
You've probably
would have known
This anger that i portray
was once was really okay

i left my hope astray
it wasn't meant
to be at bay
But then i recall
The time i had to crawl
scream and bang and bawl
wondering if you
loved me at all

i left my love
somewhere out there
hoping at least
i could've bear
living without you
yearning a clue
and start living
for another day

Fully occupied

When the mind is fully occupied

So much curse words I need to hide

The things needs to meet before time

Only pray that this patience is kind

So force must not be mention

When tasks is in tension

Fear bad words would explode

Once my limits starts to unload

Dozens of mindful major dues

Right at the corner of my views

The steering starts to wearer

Last option would be only prayer

So stop just stop right where you are

Those packages of bulls – you’re bearing

Why shit loads when you promised me a star

Can’t you see I’m now tearing?