Not once but twice

I broke your heart

Not once but twice

It was messy and hard

Your heart – I had heist

Never my motive

Never indeed

Hurting your love was

Like beating me to bleed

This feeling was true

It was never unsure

Only road that was taken

Crossing wrong pattern

Sometimes I wonder

If time meet again

Do you still smile to ear

If I said let’s begin?

But not once but twice

I beg you goodbye

These words flew easy

Easily letting you die

I’m sorry for hurting

I’m sorry I’m leaving

Not once but twice

I was cold as ice

When the heart speaks louder than words

The hearts speaks louder than words

Blaming lips that unable to sort

For feelings you thought you couldn’t afford

With no guilt – it slips without effort

The heart speaks louder, unguarded

And merely words left to unfold

Surpassing the moment of self-loath

When it’s spoken louder than words

The feeling inside

Are hard to describe

And the words relate

Aren’t align – side by side

Whenever I feel like to hide

Somehow I hope this feeling subside

But then again the heart starts to scream

Exploding with feelings in reams of hints

With pen and paper

I start to offer

Mutual feelings and agreements

Of what truly meant

What heart couldn’t understand

Rather let it explode

This pen will draw the rightful road

When the heart speaks louder

This pen will run you over

Happiness - Not

I've lost happiness along the way

I can't seem to find it anywhere

For all those time we've lost our track

Honestly it cause me a heartbreak

Whose fault is that? No one knew

The distances, the cold, the breaking rules

The 'I have to work' 24/7 a day

Leaving me and daughter - alone and astray

I've lost your touch

You’re Love as much

It seems we've forget to love at all

Letting me breaking alone and fall

I've lost happiness along the way

Can't seem to find it anywhere

28-06-2017

Do you still remember?

On the 7th Dec 2014
i want you to remember
the first thing you promised
when you asked me to accept you

that you'll take care of me
that you'll never make me cry
that you'll end my misery
that i'm the only one for you
do you still remember?
have you broken any of it?

i want you to remember
on the 19th April 2015
you've broke my heart and trust
Do you still remember?

Don't .. Just don't

The relationship has gotten to a point
where its too stable,
until he takes her for granted

Don't... Just don't ...
We're too weary
To be strong again..

A heartless soul was once cared
and loved too much
until their so-called soulmate crushed it..

So don't.. Just don't