Meroyan

Kata mereka itu hormon
Tindakbalas ubat konon
Tapi bagiku ia perasaan
Perasaan sunyi mengundang cobaan

Bila semua harus sendiri
Jenguk bayi, susu dan mandi
Rasa lebih seperti sendiri
Bila lagak more to 'single-motherly'

Moralti diketepi
Bila sokongan tidak dikecapi
Bergunakah "keluarga"?
Bila bilangan hanya "berdua"?

Kata mereka it's medical
Postnatal depression lebih detail
Padahal hanya perasaan
Perasaan Pedih mengundang Royan

09-10-2016

**Royan is a serious issue if not taken seriously
shout out to all husbands; pleas take care of your wives
especially during confinement

Grief

I have sold my soul to the devil
Just so you could go Up level
And had nothing left for me to give
you only leave me with grief

What's the point of 'Together'?
When you're only go further
Further from your family
Which Family means Me

07.01.2017

Woman

She's different from any woman,
Where she walks on different pavement
For every pavement her feet lies;
leaves a sparkle to every eyes -

28-03-2017

#shoutout to all the woman in the world.
you're unique and different in your own version.

Speak Of You

I don't speak of you
The way you spoke of me
Telling them this and that - those and all
i didn't speak your name at all

I don't speak of you
The way you spoke of me
Even sometimes you saw me bragged
That wasn't you i babbled about -

The sea may part our heart and soul
I haven't speak of you at all
For trust and loyalty -
is what i preached;
i never speak of you
No - not even a heartbeat

05-06-2017

Rejected

My Kingdom have lost it's shape
From all the curves i used to have
It seems you're avoiding me
Are you really ashamed of me?

Can't you see i felt rejected
from all the opposite action you're acted
when all the love turn 360' degrees
It feels as if i'm losing your grip

Self-pride is all i have left
When even i scream, you're still be deaf
If your Love won't even budge
I'll turn myself and love as Much

24-06-2017

Happiness - Not

I've lost happiness along the way

I can't seem to find it anywhere

For all those time we've lost our track

Honestly it cause me a heartbreak

Whose fault is that? No one knew

The distances, the cold, the breaking rules

The 'I have to work' 24/7 a day

Leaving me and daughter - alone and astray

I've lost your touch

You’re Love as much

It seems we've forget to love at all

Letting me breaking alone and fall

I've lost happiness along the way

Can't seem to find it anywhere

28-06-2017

No Name

No more touching like you would do
No more pillow talk like we used to
So close yet so far
That's exactly where we are

With all that shits you used to care
And promises you'll always be there
You don't even noticed i'm tearing
From all the bulls we're struggling

With excuses and reasons
Causing my grip to loose end
We don't love like we used to
I'm afraid - i'm losing you

28-06-2017